caleyhustle
Reflection
I’m so very lucky and thankful to have such wonderful people in my life…
November 2008
“If one does not attach himself to people and desires, never shall his heart be broken; but then, does he ever truly live?”
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Play
I'm putting all my borders up...
I’m tired of this. I just can’t do it anymore…
I think I'm trying too hard
I just need to back off, keep this at arm’s length, and let the chips fall where they may…
She knows just how to push my buttons. grrr…
Back to Mine
Things I want to do when I get the splint off my arm:
- Go on a long bike ride
- Party down and dance all night at the Mark Farina party with my buddy Joe
- Go to the Mint Museum
- Go to the Pompeii exhibit at the Discovery Zone
- Go see the Nutcracker…or really any play/symphony that catches my interest
- Get involved in volunteer work again
- Play soccer
- Go skiing
- Hit the gym
T – 22 days and counting
I’m tired of being broken.
I feel like I’ve lost my way, along with parts of myself, over the past six months. I haven’t been able to do anything fun and I feel like everybody and everything in my life has suffered for it. I can’t wait to get back to the things that make me happy. First on my list…I’m going to go on a long bike ride. I don’t care how cold it is, I’m just going to bundle up, and pedal, and see where the road leads.
Listen
Moving Units - Pink Thoughts
so long nice to know that you
once were a major part of me
love comes and ruins everyone
so whats so whats the point of it all
nothing stays forever
we try to keep it together
until we fall apart again
I am the anti anti
I just want to find someone that makes me happy. So, when that special someone comes along, why do I find a way to fuck it up? What’s wrong with me? Am I destined to be alone forever??
If a relationship is a two way street, why the hell am I always driving down the wrong side of the road?
“What is it about love that makes us act so stupid?”
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VHS or Beta - Time Stands Still
I can’t slow down and close my eyes
You wanna know how this feels inside?
Take this blade and run it through your heart
That’s a pretty good head start
The few things that you hold as dear
The same things that I love to fear
Nothing now can settle this last wish
And the lies that still exist
Hold onto everything you know
Hold on for winter wind and snow
Time stands still we go our own
It’s over this notion
This couldn’t last forever
We’d known much better had we
Given this over sadly
Our time now is ending
And nothings left withstanding
Another day of knowing
This is the last day of our love
We knew this’d happen from the start
Those twisted ways, your thirsty heart
Lesson’s learned and nothing left to say
From the beds we made that day
